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Sunday, 20 September 2009
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The biggest thing keeping me from Xanga so long was me starting school. But, binge-related depression wasn't helping any. It sucked, and like a couple of months ago, the thinspo pics just made me feel fat and inadequete - especially since I wasn't any closer to my goals.
I finally decided it's time to reevaluate myself. I had gained about TEN nasty pounds. Gross. I went school shopping, and only bought one pair of jeans and a few shirts. I was in tears after an hour. It wasn't my thin me I was looking at, and it wasn't even my "normal" me. It was fat me.
This past week I've tried cutting down on my calories, and I've lost about three full pounds.
I binged yesterday a little, but I'm keeping up my exercise. I *think* that at least a couple of those pounds (not all ten, haha, I'm not that ignorant) came from all of the exercise I did while doing the Lose Them Pounds Challenge. My legs are very muscular now.
Anyway, I'm going to try to post at least twice a week during the school year, and if I can't get something up I'll at least pop in to say hi or whatever.Current Weight - 155 pounds
Current Height - 5' 10"
Goal Weight 1 - 150 pounds
Goal Weight 2 - 147 pounds
Hopefully I'm 145 in about two weeks. I'd like to go "real" school shopping with the money my mom gave me near my birthday, which is October 7th. I won't shop fat.
~Thinspo~
Do you ever feel like you're falling?
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Well. That a short, negative Nancy type post. xD I'll be back with bigger and better thinspo this week.
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
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You vs. Food Thinspo
CAUTION: FOOD PORN HEAVY POST!
I advise you to have something healthy and sweet like grapes to much on while reading.
Input
◄Dinner►
Vegetable Lasagna - 310 kcal
1 Slice Toast and 1/2 Tablespoon Butter - 110 kcal
1 Cup Milk- 90 kcal
3/4 Cup Cereal - 120 kcal
Total = 630 kcal
Output
BMR - 1400 kcal
Rollerblading - 30 minutes @ 816 kcal an hour - 408 kcal
Total = 1808 kcal
Today's Total = -1178 kcal
Points This Week
Saturday - 9
Sunday - 24 +7
Monday - 9 +5
Tuesday - 21 +5
~Thinspo~
I tried not to add too many comments and I didn't number these because I didn't want to take away from the flow of this post. Definitely one of my favorites so far!
So, the inspiration came from the fact that sometimes, while food is really, really ugly
and easy to turn down, in the "real world" this often isn't the case. Worse yet, sometimes the stuff that actually is good for looks a lot nastier than that piece of tiramisu or slice of cheesecake. Both of which are even more tempting when you haven't eaten properly for a week, y'know?
Sometimes, you have to choose. Eat this or look like that? Of course, these treats can be enjoyed in small servings, but how many of you can stop at just one bite of cake or half a cupcake? Well, not me at least.
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[Taken from xfriendlythinspox's site! It's one of my favorite thinspo sites. =)]
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[The photog of this one says this was a "mutant oreo", and there wasn't even an extra top in the bag or anything.]
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Have a great day, ladies!
Currently
I Am...Sasha Fierce (Deluxe Edition)
By Beyoncé
Broken-Hearted Girl
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Friday, 14 August 2009
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Tough Girl Thinspo
Today's daily challenge in the Lose Them Pound Challenge was to say what we LOVE about our looks. I guess for me, it's my current hair color, my eye color... and my eyebrows. Haha. I dunno. People have told me they're nice. What do you love about your looks?
Input
◄Snack►
1 Unsweetened Applesauce Cup - 45 kcal
◄Dinner►
1 Can Soup - 120 kcal
1/2 Cup Skim Milk - 45 kcal
2 Cups Blueberries - 160 kcal
1 Corn on the Cob - 44 kcal
Total = 414 kcal
Output
BMR - 1400 kcal
Walking - 1 Hour @ 170 kcal an hour - 170 kcal
Rollerblading - 30 minutes @ 816 kcal an hour - 408 kcal
Total = 1978 kcal
Today's Total = -1564 kcal
Points This Week
Saturday - 9
Sunday - 9 +7
Monday - 20
Tuesday - 20
Wednesday - 12 + 10
Thursday - 23 + 5
~Thinspo~
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A little too thin, maybe...
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Haha this picture is so distorted it's funny. XD
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Haha. I love this.
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I love her hair so damn much. She's so cute. *is jealous*
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It's not fair. Why doesn't she have an ass? *is jealous again*
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Tiny figure. Love it.
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She's so sexy. This shot is called "Burnt Church".
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Um. Not sure why this came up for the keywords "tough girl". Ionnu. Cute anyway. Beautiful slender legs.
Currently
Very Proud of Ya
By AFI
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Monday, 03 August 2009
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Get Ready for Takeoff!
Okay. I just added this to the top of my site, but just so everyone sees it:
If you'd like to use these images on your own site, I would appreciate a link back to xanga.com/xAngelsNeverCryx. Although many of the pictures aren't mine, each one of them was found by me. I'll have no problem letting you save and use the pictures on your site, just ask.
Don't ask and you may or may not find yourself blocked.
(Not directed at 99.9% of you all, FYI.)
^^ True story The person that was blocked was also being a bit rude to some of my readers, though. Not cool. Mistakes happen, but they kind of pissed me off since they should know better. Whatever.
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I've been pretty freaking lax lately on my dieting. I feel fat, disgusting, and worthless. This is especially bad considering I'm in the Lose Them Pounds dieting challenge. Go Team Blush!
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Since when I was doing my pin-up post I found a super hot space related picture, and the words entitling the post came to mind, I've decided that today will be my ultra-motivating Space Thinspo post! I'm ready for takeoff! Tomorrow I'll be back on track, I promise. =]
~Thinspo~
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This is the picture I found. Isn't it/she gorgeous? She made that outfit. Wish I was that talented. -.- Also wish I had an "Ass Like That" *cues Eminem* Bahahah.
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Yay! Found more of her. She's sooo cute. *is jealous*
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Okay, this one kind of creeps me out. The dress starts waaaay too far down, giving the impression that what you're seeing is her back. Or maybe I'm over thinking things? Lol...
[This is the point where I realize how fucking difficult finding half decent space/alien pictures is going to be.]
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Well, finding good pictures is a bitch, I guess. After many different sites and searches, I've come to the conclusion that all nerds really like seeing powerful women holding guns. Almost every freaking sci-fi/alien/space picture with a "hot chick" has her holding a gun. Really guys?! Reaaaallyyy?!
I must admit, it is pretty damn smexy.
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Favfavfavfavfav. Oh, did I mention, "FAV!" She's soooo pretty. I imagine her as some sort of alien princess, ready to kick ass to save her home planet!
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Old school. Jane Fonda as Barbarella. Google it.
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They look like the dancers from The Cruxshadows, this darkwave band I like. In fact, that might be them. Hmm. *Googles furiously*
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Hehe admit it this one's funny!
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LOL at the boobs...
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Okay. This one. I love it, although it's not "space" themed. Somehow I found it in with on my random search queries, and I had to have it. Funny, one of her friends commented and said, "You look anorexic." I don't think so... well... I dunno. What do you all think?
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Thursday, 30 July 2009
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Perfect Pin-ups
Intake
◄Lunch►
1/2 Cup Grapes - 55 kcal
1 Chocolate Rice Cake - 60 kcal
1/6 Cup Walnuts - 125 kcal
1 Tablespoon Chunky Peanut Butter - 95 kcal
1/2 Cup Skim Milk - 45 kcal
◄Dinner►
1/6 Cup Walnuts - 125 kcal
1 Tablespoon Chunky Peanut Butter - 95 kcal
1/2 Cup Skim Milk - 45 kcal
1 Chocolate Rice Cake - 60 kcal
1 Single Serving Applesauce Cup - 90 kcal
1 Serving of Chips and Salsa - 180
Total = 975 kcal
Output
BMR aka Being Alive - 1400 kcal
Jumping Rope Moderately - 8.5 minutes @ 680 kcal an hour - 96 kcal
Rollerblading - 35 minutes @ 816 kcal an hour - 476 kcal
Swimming - about 30 minutes at mixed calories rates - 170 kcal
Total = -2142 kcal
Today's Total = -1167 kcal
Hmm... ate more than I wanted to today. Damn it! -.-
~Thinspo~
Today's theme is Perfect Pin-ups. Enjoy!
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Definitely one of my favorites. That strawberry looks yummy. =)
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Such a cutie! What a tiny waist!
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This picture is for the bigger girls. I think that even though she's not "skinny", this woman is beautiful and flaunts what she has. I usually don't post pictures that the owner has specifically said that the don't want taken without permission, but I had to. (Don't sue me!) Even if you're not your ideal size yet, realize that you CAN be sexy.
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Another favorite. I love her shoes.
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Not really "pin-up", but fairly close. At any rate, she's thin and pretty, so I kept it.
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EDIT: This girl isn't fat. She's not tiny tiny like the other models either, which I think makes her a unique addition to this post. Thinspo comes in all shapes and sizes. Girls who are already size 2 may not find her picture helpful, but a girl who is size 12 may. I don't want it to seem like I'm implying she's a fat ass or anything, far from it. =)
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SO BEAUTIFUL. She looks kind of like Liv Tyler mixed with Zooey Deschanel.
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Okay, I think I have a crush on this girl, haha.
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Look closely. That's body paint. Holy shit.
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I see buuuuttttt. ^.^
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Currently
Sing the Sorrow
By A.F.I.
Now The World (Bonus Song)
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Wednesday, 29 July 2009
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Intake
◄Lunch►
1/4 Cup Blueberries - 20 kcal
◄Dinner►
1 Ear of Corn on the Cob - 59 kcal
Total = 79 kcal
Output
BMR aka Being Alive - 1400 kcal
Jumping Rope Quickly - 4 minutes @ 816 kcal an hour - 54 kcal
Jumping Rope Moderately - 3 minutes @ 653 kcal an hour - 33 kcal
Rollerblading - 40 minutes @ 816 kcal an hour - 544 kcal
Slow Walk for 15 minutes - 30kcal
Total = -2061 kcal
Today's Total = -1982 kcal
I'm trying to get to at least 135 pounds by around August 19th. That's exactly three weeks from now, and would require me to lose about 5 pounds a week. Wishful thinking, but hey. Maybe the dieting will at least bring me down to 140, which would make (almost) as happy. I'm shooting for that date so my new school clothes will fit me well. I hate buying clothes, losing weight, and having a closet full of worthless stuff. That happened to me last year - my mom threw out the receipts too, so nothing could be returned. -.-
I'll post thinspo later today... Not sure of the theme yet. Maybe edgy/pinup.
Monday, 27 July 2009
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Angels Never Cry...
Intake
◄Lunch►
1/4 Cup Cheerios - 33 kcal
1/4 Cup Skim Milk - 22.5 kcal
Salsa - 15 kcal
Chips - 160 kcal
◄Dinner►
1 Cup Schwan's Mediterranean Vegetable Blend (DELICIOUS!) - 50 kcal
1 Cup (or less?) Watermelon - 46 kcal
Total = 326.5 kcal
Output
BMR aka Being Alive - 1400 kcal (The calculator says 1550. Bullshit.)
Jumping Rope Moderately - 7 minutes @ 653 kcal an hour - 54 kcal
Rollerblading Slowly (I wasn't going very fast because I was with someone who was walking.) - 250 kcal
Walking for 17 minutes - 48 kcal
Jogging 10 minutes - 91 kcal
Total = -1843 kcal
Today's Total = -1516.5 kcal~Thinspo~
Today's theme is Angels & Goddesses. Enjoy!
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As a side note, this woman is suffering from an "extreme eating disorder" according to the photographer. He specializes in taking pictures to show people their own inner beauty. I think she's gorgeous.
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She looks almost identical to a girl I know. That being said, she's not as cute. What's up with the squinting?
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This picture is breathtaking. The flowers, the wings, her hair, her eyes - all of it's so gorgeous ^.^
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Heidi Klum
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Adriana Lima... looks kind of scary here.
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Not sure which one this is...
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This woman is incredibly beautiful to me. Clear white skin + tiny figure + long, pretty hair = gorgeous!
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Currently
The Dresden Dolls
By The Dresden Dolls
Half Jack
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Saturday, 18 July 2009
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Watermelon
I had to take a brief break from blogging because (say that ten times fast) the thinspo pics were depressing me. I've gained quite a lot of the weight I lost back so I was feeling not so hot. Oh well. Anyway, the theme for today is watermelon. It's a delicious, low-cal fruit that makes for a great snack that will fill you up without making you feel disgusting.
Monday, 06 July 2009
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More Musician Thinspo ♪
I was tired last night and didn't add very many pictures, and it was a theme I really wanted to expand upon. Therefore:
MORE MUSICIAN THINSPOZZZ!!!!11!1!111!oneoneone
/teehee -.^
This time there's more pop artists as well, just because I focused mainly on punk and gothic stuff last night.
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Rihanna and Beyonce
Beyonce - she was so thin for Dreamgirls
Actress / Singer-songwriter Zooey Deschanel
Singer P!nk
Singer / Songwriter for various celebrities Keri Hilson
Model / Singer Raquel Reed. I love her hair sooooo much. She's so cute!
Eh. Not the greatest picture ever, but it's Fergie of the Black Eyed Peas. She has a nice, toned body.
Katy Perry... I think she looks a lot like Zooey Deschanel. Anyone else think so?
Reigning teen country-pop queen Taylor Swift.
Okay, that's all, folks. =] See ya Wednesday! -
Musician Thinpo
I love musician thinspo, since I too am a musician. It helps me to see these immensely creative women who rock just looking awesome. Not much else to say, kind of tired. Anyway, music and musician thinspo is today's theme =] I just got back from a concert, so I'm just in that kind of mood. I saw The Veronicas, who are complete hotties.bleh. I'm again having troubles getting pictures to resize and enter correctly. Ah well. I tried. I also threw in a few girls from a couple of different musical genres since I know everyone reading this has such diverse tastes.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Hayley Williams of Paramore. She's teeny tiny, but you can't always tell in band photography since the point isn't really to show how thin she actually is.
The Veronicas... *sigh* Jess (the blonde) is soooo beautiful.
Jemina Pearl of the now defunct spaz punk band Be Your Own Pet. Tiny thighs!
Finn Von Claret of steampunk/darkwave band Abney Park.
